Alright! Too many coincidences in one week! And now “Sandy” is about too hit New England with her awesome power!
So…do you remember I wrote about a certain someone who managed to live steathily in my radar? hummm, for shits and giggles let’s call him my very own “F-117 Nighthawk”.
I guess my radar is not so conventional after all…(aka “the serpent strategy”—> another completely different story). 🙂
I guess his best efforts employing his cutting-edge observable passive low observable features, low probability of intercept radars, radios and laser designators, did not manage to get past my POWERS…
Instead…he just surrendered. After all that effort! Funny…and not very surprising.
So I sucked it up and went to meet him. But this time I brought a friend as part of my strategy. See…they have very similar personalities. Intelligent…trying way too hard to impress their wisdom upon others…insecure…well-intentioned…plus…if I had not brought her I wouldn’t have much to say after all his stealth strike.
Let’s just say, I am a straight shooter!
Another plus…while I don’t know him at all…I’ve know her for almost 20 years. She has my best interest at heart. So I trusted her to do her job <unknowingly>. And so she did! And I just observed.
Wow…Wow…is all I can say. I have been fundamentally wrong about him, all along!
Yes, he is very intelligent —> a plus by the way
Yes, he is very engaging —> also a plus
No, he does not have his shit together —> humm…I suddenly see a negative slope to this hill
He is way too wired, to the point of exhaustion. I wonder what it must be like living in his head. Not really.
He shows some very fundamental signs of insecurity…father related? Maybe…
The cherry on the top of this delicious cake was…he had the company of a very average young and seemingly clueless woman (to put it extremely nicely).
It was like watching a movie in the 4th dimension. Very entertaining, at times deflating and (un)motivating, but definitely interesting.
As I watched my deliberate choice of friend and “F-117 Nighthawk” dialogue away, I completely withdrew. I intently observed.
I was utterly depressed by his commonness. My initial, now 3-month old deep interest in him, was drowned in the dampness of reality.
Now I understand why his eyes “angled down” as I tried to take a deeper dive months ago… (https://sassithespider.wordpress.com/2012/08/19/and-he-looked-down-for-a-split-second/)
He is scared of showing himself!
Shit! I don’t need this…I’ve “mastered” this for almost 7 years! This is crazy!
I have nothing else to say…
—> a very disenchanted Sassi the Spider